Still Waiting

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

hai. i'm so disappointed.

i called hui lin and this was the conversation .

me: hello!!! hey u free? wanna go chinatown someday?(i was tempted by selene de blog)

hl: hmm i off this thursday, but i going shopping with my mum..

me: hmm its ok.. den when u n cai off together?? den can go out lor..

hl: how can tt be possible?!?! its soo hard lor..50 over cashiers.. onli 3 or 4 off that day...

me: huh... like tt ar.. den take mc can? (obviously i meant faking an mc)

hl: but i recover from my illness liao...

me: huh!! but i wanna go out with u all so badly!! when can go out! like tt no off den cant go out le lor!!! sian leh!!

hl: u got nothing to do tts y like tt say mah!! *pretends to hehe abit*

and this sentence hurt me A LOT. n i kept quiet immediately.

me: *silence*

hl: really mah.. u now not working rite?

me: ..y.a...a...

hl: oso not studying rite?...

me: ....y.a.a.....

me: hmm den nvm since u cant make it. byebye.

hl: byebye-

me: *hangs up the phone immediately.*

see! i'm s bloody hurt by her lor. dunno y she gave me this attitude. haiz. sometimes call her out in the afternoon she oso dun wan.. keep on sleeping when she's off... den at night i called her.. she was out with her colleagues.. i m damn sad la. seems like we friends are breaking apart le bahs. haiz. (U) i'm totally speechless. i'm starting to wonder if we now meant something to her in her heart or wad.. i noe her fairprice colleagues are very friendly and she really likes them..but den.. haiz. i'm really sad. dun wanna say anymore. nites.

-when are you coming back? ;